Can't Really Find the Words

I've been in a weird mood all night
which is why I am still awake at this hour.

I've had a terrible lack of motivation and have just kind of felt BLUE all night.

I don't really know what it is but I've just felt kind of out of it.

So this is dedicated to whatever it is I would like to say... even know I do not know what it is.

I'm going to go write down thoughts I think and dig into my rule book a little bit followed by a talk with my dad before bed.

(in other words... journal cuz I do that... idc if you think it's lame, read my Bible, and pray... then I shall sleep)